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wow [23 May 2006|02:26pm]
WOW it's been forever since i've been on here... I'm working at Frisch's by the towne mall now. Me and David have been together for almost ten months now and i'm graduating June 5th! i can't wait but i jus found out yesterday that my papaw is in the hospital and he never goes so when he does you know it cant be to good! i love my papaw and hopefully he's ok.. me and david are going to the hospital rite after school to see him. hopefully everything works out for the best... well i'm gonna go i'll try to get on here more!
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[16 Aug 2005|01:37am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | 504 boys- i can tell you wanna fuck ]

i havent wrote in here in almost 6 months. i dont really like gettin on the computer it gets boring so yeah. well me and Randy broke up. yes its a miracle but it happened and like 6 days before our 2 yr anniversary... guys are asses and cheaters but OH WELL! anyways worse things have happened like i had a job for almost 3 weeks and got fired... it's gay. and now skewls bout to start back up which is even gayer. but atleast most of you will have to get up before me. my skewl dont start til 7:30!!! yay its kick ass but skewls gonna suck this year. most the good teachers are gone so who knows how it'll be. i dunno wut to write really.. if any of ya wanna know sumthin jus ask me thats pretty much all i know wut to say. oh yeah yesterday was my moms bday for whoever cares... see theres nothin to talk about. The only people i've really hung out with lately is Lisa, *David*, and Austin... then chelsea sum and Todd,olly,joey, and adam sunday i think. thats bout all. well i'm bout to go... ttyl hope to talk to more of ya. and courtney call me!!!

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[08 May 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Cledus T. Judd~ I love Nascar ]

Happy mothers day!!!! other than that nothin's really happened lately jus hangin out with Randy as always and liz and chelsea thats about it... i'm tryin to get into shape for the summer... good luck to me! it's pretty boring around here nothin to ever do... theres noone to hang out with... chelsea sumtimes when she's at her grandmas... oh well atleast it's FINALLY gettin warm outside!!! courtney we HAVE to hang out soon!! it's been way to long... hey your and tab's birthday is comin up soon!!! i bet you're happy... well call me sumtime if you need the number jus ask me! love ya sweetie and you to tab... i miss everyone from the high skewl too...                                                                                                                                         i jus   hope i get to stay at Garfield next year only 80 kids get to cause steve price is a fuckin loser!!! were only gonna have 5 teachers next year as far as we know now!!! thats krazy! and Garfield will be on the top floor then A plus on the bottom... thats fuckin stupid! i hate steve price... he doesnt care about my skewl at all ever since he's been the superitendent (or however you spell it) Garfields went down the tube big time.... oh well i'm done bitchin for now... bbl for sum more lol.... cant wait to see Randy again!!! i love that boy so damn much... three more months will be 2yrs...yay!!!! oh yeah i HATE the people next door cause their dog never  stops barking!!! and my windows rite by it!!! grrr..... they dont treat it rite so i hate them not the doggy...

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[08 May 2005|09:27pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Cledus T. Judd~ I love Nascar ]

Happy mothers day!!!! other than that nothin's really happened lately jus hangin out with Randy as always and liz and chelsea thats about it... i'm tryin to get into shape for the summer... good luck to me! it's pretty boring around here nothin to ever do... theres noone to hang out with... chelsea sumtimes when she's at her grandmas... oh well atleast it's FINALLY gettin warm outside!!! courtney we HAVE to hang out soon!! it's been way to long... hey your and tab's birthday is comin up soon!!! i bet you're happy... well call me sumtime if you need the number jus ask me! love ya sweetie and you to tab... i miss everyone from the high skewl too...                                                                                                                                         i jus   hope i get to stay at Garfield next year only 80 kids get to cause steve price is a fuckin loser!!! were only gonna have 5 teachers next year as far as we know now!!! thats krazy! and Garfield will be on the top floor then A plus on the bottom... thats fuckin stupid! i hate steve price... he doesnt care about my skewl at all ever since he's been the superitendent (or however you spell it) Garfields went down the tube big time.... oh well i'm done bitchin for now... bbl for sum more lol.... cant wait to see Randy again!!! i love that boy so damn much... three more months will be 2yrs...yay!!!! oh yeah i HATE the people next door cause their dog never  stops barking!!! and my windows rite by it!!! grrr..... they dont treat it rite so i hate them not the doggy...

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[14 Apr 2005|04:34pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | David Allan Coe ]

I havent wrote in here in FOREVER!!! well today is 1yr and 8 months for me and Randy!!!!! it's GREAT! i'm so happy.... well this week all i've done was hang out with Randy... walk with Chelsea Fitzwater, Liz, and her boyfriend Adam... different days tho... Last week i went fishing twice.. i havent been in like 5 or 6yrs... but i did pretty good! Wednesday i caught 7 and Friday i only caught 4 but it was still fun... i went with Randy to his grandmas... Last week was KRAZY tho.... my step brother ran away monday... he had a warrant out for him.... then Wednesday my mom took me outta skewl cause she knew he would try to break in cause my dad changed the locks (hahahaha) anyways later that day he tryed to break in through his window.... he broke it and i called the police... we fought and shit he cut me with a damn piece of glass and scarred my damn arm... but oh well i still went fishing.. later that day one of his friends and their parent called the police while he was at their house and jus a bunch of stuff.... so now he has 2 felonies against him.... long story i cant explain all the other dumb shit he did... it would take a couple pages.... well anyways i'm bored and i'm gonna try and find sumthin to do hopefully.... i hate livin down here!!! well buh byez and happy anniversary to me yay!!! lol..

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[20 Feb 2005|07:57pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | candlebox- far behind ]

today was pretty boring.... jenn and mike stayed the nite last nite (mike with my step brother). my sister her fiance and baby came down friday. we celebrated my nephew austins first bday party yesterday. his real bday was feb. 6 but they live like 2-3 hours so yeah! he's so damn cute!!! anyways later the nite after everyone was asleep we smoked sum stuff. and jenn got a new puppy yesterday mike (her bf) got it for her. she brought it to my house... her names cocoa shes part lab and part pit.... adorable. and i watched the race today and slept after everyone left... the race pist me off! if it was for dale jr gordon wouldnt of won! tony should of won he lead the most of it GRRRRR....!!!!! now i'm eatin a chocolate and vanilla swirl puddin! yummy.... and talkin to jenn.. randys supposed to come over tomorrow.... no skewl kick ass! i wanna move i hate livin here... i wanna live in mayfield much more for me to do i'm friends with more people there than i am here... i got my nose pierced i dunno if i wrote it in here or not i havent wrote in forever... but yeah well i'm bout to go take a nice long shower.... buh byez for now people...

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[01 Feb 2005|01:39pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | crossfade- so far away ]

guess wut... i got my hair cut sunday... its SHORT. but it looks good everyone says so yeah.. okay i'm gonna try and take a nap i jus forgot to mention the hair... so there ya go...

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GRRR.... [01 Feb 2005|01:23pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Pat Benatar-hit me with your best shot ]

will sumone that knows how to do this live journal stuff like change stuff on here PLEASE come over and show me cause i have no idea.... i didnt even make mine samantha did. i'm livejournal stupid. other than that i came home early from skewl cause i'm sick and i've been sore like my tummy and ribs this week last week i was sore litterally from my head to my toes i dunno why tho i jus woke up like that... i hate bein sick but i love stayin home from skewl... my step brother skipped and got caught... OMG he is in sooooo much damn trouble. shit aint my fault tho i told him he'd get caught and he'd be in major trouble but he didnt listen he jus said oh well.... shit that boy aint sayin that now jus wait til our daddy gets home! i dont wanna be here. i aint even gettin in trouble and i'm still scared to be here thats how scary my daddy is... anyways yesterday was good.. randy came over... i got to be with him all day (after skewl) god i love him so damn much. i'm lucky when it comes to him cause i got the relationship most people look for their whole life. yeah we fight but it jus makes our love stronger i couldnt live without him... it'd be like livin without a heart. cause he has my heart its all his i dont own it no more and if he left he'd still have it but i dont have to worry bout that cause it aint gonna happen. despite wut other people think. he's mine and i'm his thats how it will always be! okay lalalalala... i love old skewl music! gonna go now buh byez....

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[18 Jan 2005|07:37pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | country ]

today was boring... it was my step brothers first day at skewl with me. and we have a damn class together. 7th i'm in there with all freshman but yet i'm not a freshman! a couple of them are okay like adam and josh but yeah... i wanna get my tongue pierced really badly i have been forever! all i need is a clear one and i have a retainer so i can jus tell my mom i havent been wearin it at nite which aint a lie cause i havent for like 4-5 months i forgot about it.(and they make you sound weird like a tongue piercing does)... so do you think i could hide it from my mom? well i'm gonna do it. i have sumone that can do it for me and everything so yeah. okay well thats all i can think to write right now... buh byez everyone!

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[17 Jan 2005|07:11pm]
[ mood | *lalalalalalala* ]
[ music | the music on smallville rite now ]

today was pretty good... Randy came over thats the best part. My damn step brother came home yesterday... been drivin me krazy since then. this sucks i hate snow but it needs to snow tonite so we dont gotta go to skewl tomorrow but then agian i wanna go so i wont be with my step brother 24/7. he's goin to the same skewl as me too! grrr....!!! anyways i wish i could see randy EVERYDAY it'd be awesome i dont care if it was for jus 10 minutes a day... i hate livin so far from him... still this damn girl is gonna get her ass beat when i see her out! i hate fuckin whores TRYIN to get with him! dont that drive you krazy when people try to screw up you're relationship especially when you've been together for OVER a year and 5 damn months you'd think they'd get the damn point... damn this is a good place to bitch. lol... well i gotta go get my food. buh byez for now... *I Love Randy*

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[15 Jan 2005|10:23pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | John Micheal Montgomery ]

Yesterday was 1 year and 5 months for me and Randy it's great! I love my baby boy Randy so so damn much.. other than hangin out with Randy i've hung out with liz and jenn as usual... fun times tho... always are... god i want a JOINT! so so badly... it sucks. i went to ryans to eat with my parents and other places... we also went to hustler yes i went there with my parents.. my dad got me a gag gift... lip stick shaped like a dick..lol thats funny as hell. my step brothers movin in with us Sunday well tomorrow it sucks ass... last weekend me and jenn went to the fish club.. nick and pat's band played. damn they fuckin kick ass! i've seen them play twice there now. i love all them. i'm still waitin to hear marks band play cant wait for that. and i heard chris lovelys band play there they were great too... the police came me and jenn left at that point. and yeah thats pretty much my week... i feel sorry for everyone at MHS cause you guys had to take exams. Garfield dont. its kick ass. me and randy are gettin married... well sumday. we will and i cant wait! well buh byez for now everyone. if any of you wanna talk to me comment to this and i'll give you my home or cell.... oh yeah first theres this fuckin whore thats gettin her ass beat by me cause she's TRYIN to get with Randy... that aint to smart of a thing to do. she's 17 and a ugly whore i will beat the shit outta her and i'll try to video tape it for you all to see... lol okay now buh byez...

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[02 Jan 2005|09:56pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | slipknot~prelude ]

Happy late new years everyone! i hope you guys had a good one i didnt it sucked! but so does everything else... the only thing i've done lately was drink a little get high or hang out with jenn and randy. the best two are hangin out with randy and smokin me sum good stuff.... randy's comin over tomorrow... i got two new shirts the other day and sum cute undies jus to let you guys know, you know you wanted to know lol.... i dont have to go back to skewl tomorrow ha ha sucks for you guys... i go back thursday... i love bein suspended they think its s punishment lmfao.... dumbasses but thats good for me. me and liz are gonna come to middletown high tuesday probably but shhh.... no one can know you'll see why. well i'm bored and i'm gonna go. if any of you wanna talk to me commet this and i'll give you my number either cell or house..... gonna go and be bored sum more..... oh yeah i got three new dvds: freddy vs. jason (i LOVE jason!), save the last dance i dunno but i love that movie too, and silence of the lambs i've never seen it and i've been wantin to i've seen the last two shit i have the last one but still never seen it... okay now i'll shut up and go bye bye.....

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[27 Dec 2004|08:23pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | ill nino~unframed ]

gosh i havent wrote in a while... well christmas was a... okay... i was with randy all day so today was really good. i got the old ill nino cd and the new slipknot they're kick ass cause i already have the new ill nino and the old slipknot both from mark jordan! thanks mark! him and nick came to my house on my bday. i cant wait til new years... me liz and jenn are supposed to be gettin drunk! kick ass i need it. damn its been a while since i've talked to you courtney and everyone else pretty much. oh yeah i got suspended i dont know if i wrote that in here, but yeah i got in a fight with this guy named gary and got suspended oh well that jus gave me a longer brake! this sucks i think i'm gettin sick AGAIN! i always am damnit! anyways i'm bored so i'm jus gonna go.

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[14 Dec 2004|09:25am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | watchin the nanny ]

its been a while since i wrote in here. todays 1 year and 4 months for me and Randy!! its great. i'm so happy with him.. i didnt go to skewl today. i skipped yesterday me and liz then kelly, rayvin, and brittany followed us we all went to jenns. later that day randy came over thats always fun i jus wish i could see him more it sucks... this weekend jenn stayed the nite and saturday i stayed the nite with liz we went ridin around til like midnight with nick.. and yeah thats about all... *I LOVE RANDY BREWSTER!!*

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[01 Dec 2004|05:47pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | john michael montgomery- i swear(mine and randys song!) ]

i havent wrote in a while... i'm still sick oh yay for me. i didnt go to skewl today.. i got to see randy yesterday...yay! i'm goin on a field trip tomorrow to butler tech. my lifes pretty boring i dont have nothing exciting to talk about. well i hope i get to see randy in the next two days.. he dont go to garfield no more and hasnt for a couple weeks or more so yeah. it sucks

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[21 Nov 2004|08:53pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Black Sabbath- iron man ]

yesterday was my birthday!!! yay!!! i'm FINALLY 16. not alot of people came but that good... Randy, Jenn, Courtney knight,sarah hapner, deanna barnes, hunt,liz brooks,scotty harden(mad at him) nick pairan and mark jordan came... so it was good. we all had fun.. until scottys dumbass broke my damn cd player! and my damn smile empty soul cd was in there and its fucked up thats why i;m mad at him... very very mad....but other than that it was pretty good... i had a care bear cake... oh yeah care bear power! today i got a new cell phone its kick fuckin ass.... and randys comin over tomorrow so thats even better.. my phone can take pictures and record shit... everyone go get verizon cause everyone that has verizon can talk to each other free... and you get free nights and weekends.. kickass! ok i'm gonna go have fun everyone..... and i want my bday money next time i see you all... i'm actually in a good mood for once.. its been a while i forgot wut it felt like......

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[15 Nov 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Black Sabbath- Iron Man ]

today was better.. i got to see randy and the time jus past by so fast... today was awesome. i wish we could've jus laid there together forever... happy times oh so happy.... i'm probably jus gonna talk bout randy and maybe a couple other things.. my bdays this saturday... 5 days!! yay... i jus wanna go back to earlier and jus lay in his arms kissin his soft lips... sorry you guys probably dont wanna hear that..lol... but its tru i feel so dafe around him like nothin bad could ever happen to me... i'm beatin bobby barnes ass too... grr... he gets on my nerves. lalalalalalala... perrty song aint it yupp yupp it is.... guess wut everyone... shhh.. its a secret I LOVE RANDY!!!! okay its not a secret but oh well.

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[13 Nov 2004|10:21pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance- I'm not okay ]

today was my aunt Delores's funeral... very very sad.i couldnt even walk up to her casket i wasnt ready for that... today was not a good day i havent had a good day in a while and probably wont for a while... well i guess thats the story of my life. well i'm tired and i'm gonna try and sleep sum.... havent been sleepin well lately either. i jus miss Randy i cant wait til monday hes comin over... he's the only person that can ever get me to smile anymore... i dont really talk to much other people... i really only talk to him, Jennifer, and Liz thats bout all lately. liz mite be goin to garfield too they tell her in like a week or two if she can... hopefully she can. well i'm gonna go its been a long day... and my birthdays in 7 days! cant wait.. hopefully i can get like $130 or atleast close to get that new cell phone...

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[12 Nov 2004|08:41pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | 40 below summer... wither away ]

I'm bout to beat me sum ass! one of my friends jus called me and told me that charlie's still TRYIN (tryin key word) to get with randy along with 9 other guys! she's a fuckin flucey (cant spell it) whore.. she's gonna get her ass beat messin with my man tho i aint even playin with that bitch! shes gonna get it jus wait.... i'm sick of people and all their shit and she jus picked the wrong time to start this shit again... i'm shakin i'm so pist! FUCK THAT LITTLE BITCH! jus wait.....  and thats not a threat its a damn promise...

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[12 Nov 2004|07:06pm]
[ mood | fuck everything kinda mood ]
[ music | zelda in the backround ]

i didnt go to skewl... didnt feel well still... ate me sum mickidies (mcdonalds). my mamas still in the hospital she aint gettin no better and now my parents are gettin a divorce cause my damn step dad aint nothin but a damn loser but aint all of them well most guys... shit most the ones in my lives the only good guys i've ever had in my life that are still here are my papa and randy... jus fuck everything else... i'm gonna go watch me sum smallville now

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